monday 12th jan 09 went for 20 wk scan the sonographer told me there was a problem then explained it was spina bifida didnt know wat 2 think my head was spinnin didnt understand,went 2 a room n sat waitin for the dr she came n explained i'd hav 2 go 4 more test 2 find out the severity of the problem phned my mum gwen broke my heart could'nt believe it had an appointment for thursday 14th at saint marys hospital